Frazzled Mommy

The wonderful fulfilling life of being a stay at home mom.  You either love it a little or love it a lot.  It really isn't all bubblegum and gumdrops.  Maybe that sounds bad but, I'm not feeling very fulfilled as a person.  Maybe fulfilled as a mother bu,t not as an individual.  Don't get me wrong, I love being a mom and I love being able to watch my children grow.  I do feel very lucky to have been able to stay home with my two younger children.  I would not have it any other way but, it is time to finally start school.  I finally feel I am in a place where I can do the whole school thing and do a good job at it. 

Being a mother has been the hardest job I have ever done.  If the kid's aren't crying or sick or needing money or needing to be brought somewhere it isn't a normal day.  I know one day I will look back and say, I miss it but, as of now I am just very happy I have finally started something that gets me out of the day to day mommy grind.  I'm just so glad I finally have something to talk about other then Sesame Street and poopy diapers. LOL. I am finally starting my journey of self-fulfillment. 

Erica Krause